Friday Night Life

Well today is Friday and I worked 3-11p.m. I'm not sure if I mentioned I have an AMAZING babysitter or not. But I do. Work was slow due to the total down poor that has been going on seriously all day, its getting old. But Lindz text-ed me about 10:30p and said she is wide awake, laying in the other room signing puppies puppies puppies. I was thinking O'boy am I in trouble.

So we are home now and about 20 minutes of her running around with her favorite new plastic bag, and half talking to her dad on speaker phone, she is now in bed humming herself to sleep. Im hoping for a good nights sleep from her, cause she has not had one in a while.

Taytum and her bag 

We need to run to the store in the morning, something I avoided today due to the rain and not wanting to get her in and out of it. After all it is winter. I really hate getting up early, or what is early for me. I never have enjoyed it.

Rainy day game of Peek-a-boo. She loves hiding 

The last couple days have been a little stressful. Taytum has been a little crabby and emotional. And for some reason extra clumsy. In the last 3 days she has ended up with bangs to her head and is always falling down. I'm not sure if her stuffy head is throwing off her balance or what. But we are pressing forward and making due. I may buy her a helmet

Taytum in her first bib in forever. The amount of drool we have
 going on is crazy. Also with her brothers boots and dads Bible  

Taytum has really taken to the babysitter, and it has made all the difference in her going. I was not worried about the babysitter treating her bad. Just worried cause Tay has never really been taken care of anyone but me or her dad. But she LOVES it and loves the kids to. They are a lot older then her, but still spoil her rotten. So it makes work so much better then it could be.

I'm still an emotional roller coaster. I don't know how I feel about things from day to day. I'm getting by and my house has never been cleaner. My OCD has really kicked in again and you could eat off of the floor. But I just don't know which way is up sometimes. An I really get bored sitting here alone all the time. I didn't think I would but when Tay is asleep its really boring. So i am going to start really reading the bible more and figuring things out.

One day at a time, I guess.